Life is so miserable:(

Life is so miserable because of family & guy.Family is always problem in lifee.Even,we are late for home we get scolding using vulgar words and stuff.I am seriously sick & tired of this life rather than living i would rather die.Because, i had enough of problems and hurtings because of my fucking family.I have a wonderful guy whom dun talk to me properly and stuffs.If he is not gonna talk,then myself i also dont talk to him.But,i have always want euu beside me till i die.If i die you are happy means euu dont even bother about me or care about me. I have seriously give up in my life but, i haven't give up on euu darling.Whyy don't euu jst understand that my love and how much i worry for euu is always only for euu not for other guys rather than you. My love is always truee for euu and only for euu.I just want to beg euu something dun leave me and go either jus talk properly as how we usually talk darling please. I wouldn't want to just get hurt because of euu darling.I lovee euu so much my lil sweetheart hubby.