Confession-to-remember

I still remember, the first time I got blushed wen I saw you.
Irreplaceable moments. Can't be erased easily.
The days we were dating under the stars. Can you remember! 
The red roses you gave me for no reasons, can you recall?
The sweet words you told me, can you say those words again?
The normal days we will be dating in the beach, can we start back again?
14 may is nearing, can we cherish the moments together?
Can I get the old YOU back?
Can we don't fight?
Can we be loving like last time?
Can you pamper me like a baby?
I just wanna end my life, wen I'm seeing for my own self that everything is changing between us.
I just want to be loved!
The panic you will get wen I get a small tiny injury!
The days, wen you used to feed me.
The days wen you used to tell people, nobody can be like my Maha! Shes the best lady of my life.
The days where you will never let anyone talk about me.
The days you will make sure I will take my medicine and get well fast.
The days you used to admire me so much!
What must I do to get this all back in hand!
The days wen you will be afraid to leave me alone and go!
The days where you will think twice to send me back home alone!
The days where you were so hyper!
The days where you dunno wads the meaning of laziness!
The days where you used to make me laugh and never want me to be sad!
This small little childish things are hurting me.
How am I to confess to you.
The days, you will never scold me nor scream at me.
The days where how much of mistakes I make also you will never scold me infront of anyone!
Can I turn the time back to gain all I wanted!
I thought you will be the same till I leave this world, but things changed!
I wanna be happy with you!
I wanna be loved only by you!
I wanna be in your attention always!
Your the guy I still love no matter how much you changed!
You the soul I treasure so much, no matter how much disputes between us!
Your the only love that I loved so much & will be loving till my last breath! 
It's a promise upon my soul. I will be the same Dhivyah, if i get back my old Gunan!
Tiny things are hurting me.
You will find it childish but you dunno tat I'm seeing the world thru you!